These are stories that people have told me and that I have been witness too. The names of the characters have been changed and so has my name.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Pandora
****WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS SEXUAL ASSAULT****
-true story the names are changed for privacy
i had to stay after school today for theater so my ride wasn’t coming till four. The thing is theater was canceled, so i have nothing to do. I ran into David and Ashley and then we all ran into Miles. Ashley left first, and then me and David walked Miles home. I didn’t want to be alone with David but I didn’t have much choice in the matter.
“Let’s go over behind the theater where it’s shady”
“Okay Dave, sounds cool….what are we gunna do?”
“Talk I guess.”
So we were talking, but he kept giving me these pitiful looks, like I was hurting him. That’s when he asked me,
“Can I have a kiss? Just one. Just a little peck.”
He moved closer so I stood up and leaned against the wall, away from him. He followed and leaned against me.
“David you know I’m gay”
“All I want is one little kiss. What’s the harm in that?”
“Nothing I guess”
So I kissed him just a quick little peck on the lips, Just to get it over with. Then it all got bad.
“That was like kissing my sister, It wont be happening again.”
I walked away and sat on the railing, but he still followed me. He went to pick me up, because he knew that I hate being carried.
“Don’t you dare.”
“No, you have two choices kiss me again or, ill pick you up.”
I jumped off the railing and out of his reach. This is where I should have left, but I figured that if he got out of hand I could just kick him in the balls. I went back over to the wall and closed my eyes in aggravation. When i opened them he was right in front of me.
“My zipper is hurting me.”
“What does that even mean?”
He leaned against me and I felt it. He was hard. His face mashed into mine, his sticky thick saliva was on my lips. He pulled my hair and I kneed him in the crotch. He took me down with him as he fell, and then we were wrestling on the ground. I was trying to get away and get him off me, but I couldn’t think. I couldn’t remember how to get out of his hold, I was scared.
“Hold still if you want it to stop.”
I didn’t know what else to do, I just laid there. One of his hands found there way under my shirt and into my bra. The other one went down into my underwear, and felt around like a blind man. I don’t know how long it went on, before he just got up and said “I heard that you weren’t really a lesbian anyway.” then he walked away.
It couldn’t have taken more then a minute or two for him to get up, but it felt like forever.
Pandora
entry three:
David tagged along uninvited with me and some friends today, It was horrid. He was always walking right behind me and making stupid remarks. I love pot heads, I really do there so funny and laid back. I don’t know What The Fuck David is on but its some weird ass reefer. He asked me to have a ‘secret’ relationship with him by saying “you know you want this, your just afraid to admit i to your friends”. The little dick. I should have slapped him.
DAVID: hey panda-bear <3
hello??
you there?
PANDORA:yeah sorry, I’m busy
DAVID: why don’t we get busy? JK or maybe not JK
PANDORA: stop that. I’m gay. don’t want to ‘get busy’
DAVID: i was just joking :P no need to get all moody on me :)) so why don’t we hang out again sometime ? alone this time though I don’t think your friends like me.
PANDORA: I guess…..
PANDORA IS OFFLINE
I will do everything I can to avoid being alone with that boy.
Entry one.
Im always talking to David on My-space (back when My-space was still used) We have a lot in common. We like the same television shows, the same colors, and have the same political views. But we are always having these awkward conversations like the time David brought up the pros and cons of using a dildo vs a vibrator. Were good friends but, he likes me, and I’m gay.
PANDORA: hey :P
DAVID: HI! whats up panda?
PANDORA: don’t call me that!
DAVID : so what do you think is a good sized piece of wood?
PANDORA: the clit sized one. Im gay david, I dont care about your ‘peice of wood’
DAVID: imma send you a picture ;P
PANDORA : NO! i don’t wanna see!
DAVID: here it is
PANDORA: …… eww
DAVID: do you think its a nice size?
PANDORA HAS LOGGED OFF
He is always doing that crap to me. ‘lemme send a picture’ or ’ join my chat room I’m jerking it’. Why cant he just understand that he needs to BACK OFF!? I just want to be friends.
Entry two: Mikey and Fred
I met Fred in march of 2010. At first it was just a hello in the hallways until it grew to something more. When school started back up in august we began to talk more frequently to each other. We would talk about music and share our lives with each other. Fred showed me something no other person has before. Fred showed me unconditional love. I started crushing on him really bad in October of 2010. He made me feel special, he let me in his life and brought me happiness. The crush only got worse as time went on.
